I feel absurdly mellow today, like absolutely anything could happen and it wouldn't affect me at all. It's not quite what I would call Zen-like or even detached, not exactly. It's just calmness, steadiness, like the beach under the waves, constantly being both diminished and replenished.

I'm half certain that this is just the set-up for some nervous breakdown or other emotional crisis, but I'm just going to try and enjoy the peace while I have it.