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15 May 2006 @ 10:11 am
Emotionally-devasting weekend. I feel like I've been bleeding slowly but constantly for the past three days and I'm now walking around completely bloodless.

I don't think I've very good at being a human being.

Listening to: The Flaming Lips - "Race for the Prize"
bitchiekittiebitchiekittie on May 15th, 2006 02:22 pm (UTC)
I'm sorry to hear that. I hope that you're ok, and that this week proves to be an improvement.
Persephone Munt: felinemrs_munt on May 15th, 2006 02:28 pm (UTC)
Oh no, huge hugs for you...
Horzaeuan on May 15th, 2006 02:44 pm (UTC)
Oh Grid'. :(
(Anonymous) on May 15th, 2006 04:16 pm (UTC)
I don't think anyone is particularly good at being a human being. We're born in ignorance, no user manual is provided, have to make it up on the fly as we go along, and our only help has to deal with the same ignorance that we do.

It would be fantastic (the root word is "fantasy" y'know) if there were a way to learn ANYthing other than the way things must be learned. Step up, screw up, fix up, step up again. Mistakes teach, growth always hurts, and Monday mornings come too quickly and to early.

Sometimes the bright side is that I know I'm not immortal and this ca-ca can't go on forever.
everybody hates a tourist.dynamine on May 15th, 2006 05:29 pm (UTC)
this is one of those situations where we just let you know, if you two need anything, let us know. we'll try to help in any possible. it's an uneasy situation, no matter which side you're coming from.
pluribuspluribus on May 15th, 2006 10:19 pm (UTC)
I know I only exist to you as 1s and 0s, but trust me, I've been there. (You really start to question your humanity and place in society when you have a total psychotic break and fight the police nekkid, because you feel it's your mission in life to kill David Cronenberg.)

You can laugh, or you can cry, brother. Laughter will always keep you young and alive.

Keep The Faith,
--Tim Mitchell
lilyvalleylilyvalley on May 16th, 2006 01:27 am (UTC)
I'll donate blood to you if you need some.
Angelina Rosefragilemadness on May 16th, 2006 02:43 am (UTC)
One of the main parts of being human is to fuck things up. It's what we do as a species. Don't beat yourself up about it.

*offers kind hugs and candy*
omnihilo on May 16th, 2006 05:24 am (UTC)
Hope things look up for you soon.